2018 Dreams, Goals and Hopes

Hi guys! Sorry for being MIA for more than 6 months. I don’t know how to explain this but with works, family and studies; I don’t know how to insert blogging into my life. I am really sorry for that loves.

But the waiting is over. This 2018, I am back into blogging and into your life once again. I do hope you will let me enter your life with open arms.

I am back! Haha! After how many months of taking a break. I can finally say that I am back! And I know that I am almost 2 months late but better late than never.

I welcome 2018 with open arms with big dreams, goals and hopes. I want to make a difference since my 2017 is not really OK. Although I am so thankful for some happening last year but yes for almost 4 months last year, I am in the dark. So to close the door for the bad luck last year, here are my dreams, goals and hopes this 2018.

I am hoping…

  • for a better 2018 for my son Keyn because last year, he got bullied by his classmates and friends
  • for a better me. I want to be wise.
  • to learn to say NO. I am a YES person since I received lots of rejections since elementary days, I don’t want others to feel the same way.

I am dreaming…

  • for a happy and successful 2018.
  • to travel at least 5 times this year. 2 outside the country and 3 here in the Philippines. I know, this may not happen but no one stops me from dreaming right?
  • to win a lottery prize. Haha! Dreams right? keep on dreaming!

I am aiming…

  • for a successful business this 2018 since we are starting one.
  • for a successful normal delivery (yes I am pregnant!)
  • to become successful this 2018. I am tired of dreaming that my year will be different. Now, I am doing my best to make this year a big one.
  • to become a better mother. I realized that I neglected Keyn for sometime now. I am not focused on his schools and it made me realized that I am not a hands on ma’am. This year, I promised to myself to become a better mother.
  • to be organized. Every year, I want to be organized. But as always, I am a failure on this matter. Therefore, since I am aiming to be successful this year, being organized should be a must.
  • to have a thesis title proposal approved. I am on my masters degree now, and this semester, we are proposing a thesis title. Any ideas?

So what are your dreams, goals and hope this 2018? I will keep you on track on my list so that you will all know if I failed or if I am not!

I have so many plans this 2018. And another goal this year? is to have at least 200 blog posts! yes! So now, let’s start the countdown.

1 down. 199 post to go.

Until next time loves.

lovelots,

Sidneyenyen

Sidneyenyen @ 3!!

Hi guys! Thank you for 3 years and I hope that you will support me up to 1oo years! Thank you for reading my nonsense posts and I hope you learned from these.

Before, I really have no self-confidence, but now thanks to this! I can post myself with my swimsuit online!!! Though I have friends who read my entries, I would like to lessen their burden. lols! I won’t be posting my superbod and my swimsuit yet. Will post soon but not today! Ayokong maumay kayo! hahahhaha!

But of course I would like to share to you guys my favorite picture so far! Please be noted that this is not filtered! Gawd! I love mother nature.

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Again, thank you for reading my entries bibis! From the bottom of my heart thank you oh so much.

Sidneyenyen x

Different You

Hi guys! I just finished reading Me Before You, and I was like dude, is love isn’t enough? I will surely read lots of romance novels just to get it out of my mind. Seriously, I am devastated by the outcome. Yes, it may be different from others but why?????? Isn’t Lou enough? I can’t read After You, it will really break my heart. (Okay! I need to update this one since I typed this before I talked to my officemates. They told me that if Will didn’t commit suicide, the novel will just be the same old romance novel. Yes I got their point! But I still can’t believed it! I’m gonna email the author and tell her my sentiments!!!!!)

Enough of my rant and let’s proceed with my entry. It came to my attention that I only posted 4 entries so I really need to step up my game!

This entry should be posted almost 2 weeks ago (yeah! I added the word almost because if I didn’t add almost, this entry will look like it is looooooong over due but if you add almost, it is like more than a week but not more than 2 weeks! Got my point? Yeah I guess not. I really don’t get myself sometimes. so let’s back to reality) but I got busy so yeah, supposedly this is my 3rd-entry-for-this-week kind of post but it became my first-entry-for-this-week. Oh my gosh! I should step up my game!

Let me share to you our Year End party last December. See It’s long overdue but nevertheless here it is!

Last December we had our year end party. I forgot about the theme but as you can see, our costume is Philippine National Costume. I chose to be different this time. Dare to be different right? And guess what? I was nominated for the best dress. Lols! See, different is good.

We had fun of the music videos we made, our group didn’t win but  I am glad that our team bonded and that’s what really important right. Friendship over Prizes and awards but a few recognition won’t hurt right? lols!!!!

Since my officemates chose to be traditional that time and wore Filipiniana, I dared to be different, I chose the National Costume of Muslims. I hope I made them proud. Lols!!!! Actually it wasn’t my decision to wear this, it was my mother’s (Yeah, mom! mother knows best indeed) you see I’m not really rich and all so I asked my mom if she has costumes like Filipiniana because my mom aced all Christmas parties of their company! She should have her own costume rental! Fortunately she has because I don’t want to spent money for a one night event. (but it is really tempting! This is just a night event right, one night every year, you really want to be beautiful and all.) So I borrowed my mom’s costume. Viola! I even nominated as best dress! See you just really need to be different to stand out.

I mean, you are just you in what? In billions of people on earth and you chose to be someone you’re not. Try to be something different, try to be you. Don’t pretend and don’t try to to be someone. You are you, no one can change that.

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After the event we spent the night in one of their rooms and I must say I wanna live there!!!!!

Share to me your thoughts! Comments are love 🙂

P.S. Sorry for the over use of exclamation point. 😛

Sidneyeneyen x

My Impossible Dream

Hi guys! It’s been a long time since I blogged. So let me share to you my experience last month. Even though it has been a month ago, the memory is still vivid.

Some of us has a list of our fears and impossible dreams-be it on your mind or on your paper- I have one. I listed some on papers and some are still on my mind. One of my impossible dream is hosting an event.

You see, I may be an outgoing kind of person, an easy to talk with kind of pal and a happy-go lucky kind of woman (woooosh! Did I write woman?) But deep down I have a stage fright. My college friends can agree with me. They saw me being nervous in front of a crowd (be it small or big), stuttered, and most of the time cried.

How petty right? How can I, a talkative peppy damsel can have a stage fright? But for me it was not petty at all.

Now, you can picture out what my reaction when they asked me to host our townhall meeting with more than 100 participants. I can’t even host an event/meeting with 10 participants, how can I host an event with 100?

After few minutes of discussion I found myself agreeing. How did I agree? I didn’t know what happen. The next question I asked is how will I do it?

They told me to “BE YOURSELF”.

Easier said than done.

I’m freaking out few days before the event. There’s no program and I don’t even know what should I do. I didn’t know I will say this but thanks to the overload projects I am distracted.

On the day of the event. I AM STILL FREAKING OUT! Who wouldn’t right? It is on! I mean i’m not dreaming anymore. I can’t back out because who will take my spot? NO ONE! So I gathered all my strength and my power (chos!) I thought to myself “I knew all this people. I talked to them, I laugh with them and my friends knew I can do it. Why should I doubt myself?”

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So yeah. I gathered the remaining confidence I have in my body and started to do what I do best, I started to talk! I was nervous at first who wouldn’t right? But I did it! I was nervous, I stuttered a lot but I did enjoyed it. I am happy I conquered my fear. I made my impossible dream possible.

Cafe Seol Hwa

I tried soel hwa cafe together with my officemates last November.

This made me happy because you know me, I love everything cold and with iced or frozen. So this is two thumbs up for me 🙂

Service : ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ (7 out of 10)
Food : ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ (7 out of 10)

We ordered mango cheese bing su and choco brownie bing su.

I ordered the for-share (I forgot the name :P) choco brownie bing su. It can be share for 3-5 pax. It depends on how a person consumed a meal.

I have something on the mango cheese bing su because I expected it to be sweet but the mango turned out to be sour. Maybe because November is not a mango season but I just hope the mango was sweet because for sure my rate will be different 😛

I love the choco brownie bing su because of two things. It is chocolate and it has ice! I didn’t touch the ice cream because my I was ogling on the crushed ice.

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I will for sure return on this cafe to try their other products 🙂

Sidneyenyen x

Inception

Even if I don’t give information nor I explain further, my title here give it all right? Inception. Need I say more? Thanks to Leonardo (diCarpio) yeah, we’re really in a first name basis (fangirl mode :P) I almost forgot that I’m planning watch it again. well, after I post this blogpost I’ll watch it for sure. Going back to my post, Have you ever experience an inception?

According to meriam webster it is the time that at which something begins and according to my friend google, it is a noun (please read the definition below 😛

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but since I love the movie let’s stick to Leonardo’s definition of inception. A dream within a dream.

Last month, I experienced this weird dream. Yeah it is so weird that I forced myself to wake up. I had dreams that I really forced my eyes to open but I ended up sleeping again, but that time it was different, I actually forced myself to wake up I continue saying “Eyes, open up!” like it was a mantra for me or something and when I woke up I started crying. It wasn’t weird okay! it was a very bad dream. It was scary. The dream goes like this. I am in my bf’s house with my son sleeping in our room.(It wasn’t like a dream at all because actually we’re in my bf’s house that night.) I’m about to go outside the room to get drink when the door can’t open because the bed was blocking it. I’m about to move our bed when I look into my son and he’s transforming into a man and moving towards me, that when I knew I was dreaming. I told myself my mantra and before he could touch me. I woke up, and I was crying!

It didn’t stop there. It was like a beginning of something. If I’m going to use the definition of webster, It was like my inception.

A week after my scary dream, I’m with my bf and son. My bf’s in his laptop, my son’s playing and me, I’m doing my forever favorite hobby. lying in bed and about to sleep. As I close my eyes and I dozed off. It supposed to be peaceful, just an afternoon nap, but I was wrong I’m having a weird dream again, the environment change, the atmosphere became thick so I ended up saying my mantra. I know I’m having a dream, because I can hear my son laughing and I can see him, he’s still playing. I can see my bf in his laptop beside me I can see that the door of our room is still open. The only thing I didn’t see is me (I would freak out if I did because I don’t think I can experience another movie scenarios. Insidious? ring a bell guys!) anyway back to the story, I told myself my mantra. I told myself to open my eyes and after about 10 mantras I woke up. I didn’t stand up or did anything. I just lie in bed and observing my surroundings, I didn’t dare to close my eyes anymore. But even if I didn’t close my eyes the environment changed again, I was no longer lying in bed, I was in a place that I don’t know. I knew that I was dreaming again So I forced myself to wake up and I did. Once I open my eyes again, I realized that I was in a dream within my dream.

I experienced it again after 2 days. And I don’t know if what’s going on that time. I told this to my officemates. One of my officemates told me that it happened to her sometimes when she’s over thinking things. though it’s not an inception but it was a bangungot. My other officemate told me that in their place there’s a belief that a spirit’s roaming around when you’re experiencing an inception. For me, I still don’t know. I’ll need to investigate (lol) on this matter.

What can you say? Do you have the same experience? Comments are love.

Valentine’s Day 2015

I hope that it’s not too late to show you how I spent my Valentine’s day. I may be a fairy tale kind of girl but I do (sometimes) forget (by choice) who I am and what I want for my guy’s favorite past time.

I am not a professional love guru but I can share you a thing or two about being in love and staying in love. I believe that falling in love is not a choice but staying in love is! So this is how I choose to stay in love with him.

I asked him on how he wants to celebrate Valentine’s day. If he wanted to watch a movie or just play DOTA. I still remember how his eyes twinkle when I say DOTA. He was hesitant at first but I just told him that “I knew that it’s your dream date!” So yeah, We spent 3 hours I think or more playing DOTA2. He taught me how to play though I had a little background of it because I played DOTA and LOL.

I think as a woman, we always fond of the idea that guys should always make the adjustment and they should always sweet and they should always follow what you want but I think we still should remember that they are just people and they also want to be taken care of . They also want to share their interests with you.

I always find a way to know his interests and I always find time to do it with him. It’s either playing DOTA or just watch movies or playing basketball or just support him whatever what he wanted to do.

I always believe that if you don’t have a common interest then make one! Effort is one of the main ingredients of staying in love 🙂

What do you think? Comments are love 🙂

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